he Saviour's life on earth
was a life of prayer. Many were the hours He spent alone with God. Often did He send up
His earnest petitions to His heavenly Father. Thus He received strength and wisdom to
sustain Him in His work, and to keep Him from falling under the temptations of Satan. After
eating the Passover supper with His disciples, Jesus went with them to the garden of
Gethsemane, where He often went to pray. As He walked, He talked with them, and taught
them; but as they neared the garden, He became strangely silent.
All His life, Jesus had lived in the presence of His Father. The Spirit of God had been
His constant guide and support. He always gave God the glory for His works on earth, and
said, "I can of Mine own self do nothing." John 5:30.
We can do nothing of ourselves. It is only by relying on Christ for all our strength
that we can overcome, and do His will on earth. We must have the same simple, childlike
trust in Him that He had in His Father. Christ said, "Without Me ye can do
nothing." John 15:5.
The terrible night of agony for the Saviour began as they neared the garden. It seemed
that the presence of God, which had been His support, was no longer with Him. He was
beginning to feel what it was to be shut out from His Father.
Christ must bear the sins of the world. As they were now laid upon Him, they seemed
more than He could endure. The guilt of sin was so terrible, He was tempted to fear that
God could no longer love Him.
As He felt the awful displeasure of the Father against evil, the words were forced from
Him, "My soul is exceeding sorrowful, even unto death."
Near the gate of the garden, Jesus had left all His disciples except Peter, James, and
John, and He had gone into the garden with these three. They were His most earnest
followers, and had been His closest companions. But He could not bear that even they
should witness the suffering He was to endure. He said to them:
"Tarry ye here, and watch with Me." Matthew 26:38.
He went a short distance from them, and fell prostrate upon the ground. He felt that by
sin He was being separated from the Father. The gulf between them appeared so broad, so
black, so deep, that He shuddered before it.
Christ was not suffering for his own sins, but for the sins of the world. He was
feeling the displeasure of God against sin as the sinner will feel it in the great
judgment day.
In His agony, Christ clung to the cold ground. From His pale lips came the bitter cry,
"O My Father, if it be possible, let this cup pass from Me; nevertheless not as I
will, but as Thou wilt." Matthew 26:39.
For an hour Christ bore this terrible suffering alone. Then He came to the disciples,
hoping for some word of sympathy. But no sympathy awaited Him, for they were asleep. They
awoke at the sound of His voice, but they hardly knew Him, His face was so changed by
anguish. Addressing Peter, He said:
"Simon, sleepest thou? Couldest not thou watch one hour?" Mark 14:37.
Just before He bent His footsteps to the garden, Christ had said to the disciples,
"All ye shall be offended because of Me this night." They had given Him the
strongest assurance that they would go with Him to prison and to death. And poor,
self-sufficient Peter had added, "Although all shall be offended, yet will not
I." Mark 14:27, 29.
But the disciples trusted to themselves. They did not look to the Mighty Helper as
Christ had counseled them to do. So when the Saviour was most in need of their sympathy
and prayers, they were found asleep. Even Peter was sleeping.
And John, the loving disciple who had leaned upon the breast of Jesus, was asleep.
Surely the love of John for his Master should have kept him awake. His earnest prayers
should have mingled with those of his loved Saviour in the time of His great agony. The
Redeemer had spent whole nights in praying for His disciples, that their faith might not
fail in the hour of trial. Yet they could not remain awake with Him even one hour.
Had Christ now asked James and John, "Can ye drink of the cup that I drink of? and
be baptized with the baptism that I am baptized with?" they would not have answered
so readily as they did before, "We can." Mark 10:38, 39.
The Saviour's heart was filled with pity and sympathy at the weakness of His disciples.
He feared that they could not endure the test which His suffering and death would bring
upon them.
Yet He did not sternly reprove them for their weakness. He thought of the trials that
were before them, and said:
"Watch and pray, that ye enter not into temptation."
He made an excuse for their failure in duty toward Him: "The spirit indeed is
willing, but the flesh is weak." Matthew 26:41. What an example of the tender, loving
pity of the Saviour!
Again the Son of God was seized with superhuman agony. Fainting and exhausted, He
staggered back, and prayed as He had prayed before:
"O My Father, if this cup may not pass away from Me, except I drink it, Thy will
be done." Matthew 26:42.
The agony of this prayer forced drops of blood from His pores. Again He sought the
disciples for sympathy, and again He found them sleeping. His presence aroused them. They
looked upon His face with fear, for it was stained with blood. They could not understand
the anguish of mind which His face expressed.
The third time He sought the place of prayer. A horror of great darkness overcame Him.
He had lost the presence of His Father. Without this, He feared that in His human nature
He could not endure the test.
The third time He prays the same prayer as before. Angels long to bring relief, but it
may not be. The Son of God must drink this cup, or the world will be lost forever. He sees
the helplessness of man. He sees the power of sin. The woes of a doomed world pass in
review before Him.
He makes the final decision. He will save man at any cost to Himself. He has left the
courts of Heaven, where all is purity, happiness, and glory, to save the one lost sheep,
the one world that has fallen by transgression, and He will not turn from His purpose. His
prayer now breathes only submission:
"If this cup may not pass away from Me, except I drink it, Thy will be done."
The Saviour now falls dying to the ground. No disciple is there, to place his hand
tenderly beneath his Master's head, and bathe that brow, marred indeed more than the sons
of men. Christ is alone; of all the people there are none with Him.
But God suffers with His Son. Angels behold the Saviour's agony. There is silence in
Heaven. No harp is touched. Could men have viewed the amazement of the angelic host as in
silent grief they watched the Father separating His beams of light, love, and glory from
His beloved Son, they would better understand how offensive in His sight is sin.
A mighty angel now comes to the side of Christ. He lifts the head of the divine
sufferer upon his bosom, and points toward Heaven. He tells Him that He has come off
victor over Satan. As the result, millions will be victors in His glorious kingdom.
A heavenly peace rests upon the Saviour's blood-stained face. He has borne that which
no human being can ever bear; for He has tasted the sufferings of death for every man.
Again Christ sought His disciples, and again He found them sleeping. Had they remained
awake, watching and praying with their Saviour, they would have received help for the
trial before them. Missing this, they had no strength in their hour of need.
Looking sorrowfully on them, Christ said, "Sleep on now, and take your rest:
behold, the hour is at hand, and the Son of man is betrayed into the hands of
sinners."
Even as He spoke these words, He heard the footsteps of the mob in search of Him, and
said:
"Rise, let us be going: behold, he is at hand that doth betray Me." Matthew
26:45, 46.